holly shit, im back! wohoo, err um so it's 2am in the morning. dont know what shld i greet you guys in this particular time. is it 'hello im still up!' or 'hey hello im sleepy, talk to me' heeh who cares. anyways, im bored. let's talk ! you see, im not that bored okay. it just a feeling of you dont wanna talk to someone else rather than urself. soo heree i am! sitting up in front of the laptop doing nothing, againn. just like the usual nights. errh this thing is driving me nuts, holly cow. who actually loves a laptop with a broken speaker? ME DOES! loll huhh lamee~
ten minutes just now i said to myself, 'heyy let's do youtubee!' and here i went, typing youtube.com in the address bar and run over some search on that thing blabla and wait fr a sec for the video to load. and badaboom! no sound, no anything. wow, you reeeally got me you bloody little freeakk laptop. erghh -.-
anyways, it's almost raya now. i havent done any of my shopping raya though. or maybe i already had. somehow i got a really weird something something feeling though for this raya, heeh i alwys get some weird feelings when it comes to rayaa. dont know why i hate em so much, not that i hate it. just, a raya scence was never been one of my fav since the past couple years. i really dont know why, children chasing over duit raya, kenduri's/openhouses everywhere, kawin kawin pun ada, the baju kurung. wow i do love it. but this year.. empty. all of those feelings suddenly gone, and now im hoping for nothing.
hmm let's just forget bout raya for a sec! what to brag anyways, it's midnight, almost 3 though -.- no one's gonna read ya. dyana, dyana. somehow my name does suit me! hearing everyone's calling out your name, hee does it feel the same like heaven? knowing that everybody still remember your name, knowing that youre not invisible. laugh out loud*
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