please, no not this time No

everything went jst so wrong, dnt knw why though. i dnt really in the mood fr ths honestly bt crvng fr a post right nw. i read others blog.. most of them doesnt get my attention as well. haha like my blog attrct other's eyee lah pulak kan -.- my room's a mess. i hte my room, why ahah cs my room is a meess. i stll hvnt do my laundry yet, erghh dirty clothes everywheree. and and i thnk i gt nothing to wear already cs everything ws soo dirty and all of em is lying on teh floorrr. darn it. i hte dirty. so like fyi lah kan, im wearing the same baby tee i wore last three days -.- so like heey hello im smeelly smell me ! i dnt lke talkng bout my problems to the others, to me my problems arent tht important so yeah.. and if anyone's cre pun, i knw thre's nothing we cn do bout it cs ill nvr get it right. they say im a toughy, wht do they knw bout me. im no tough. wht more cld be ths perfect. i gt the perfect-est life everr bt still id nvr miss complaining bout it evry sngle day. isnt tht sounds sooo er um un-perfect? xx

don't get close, you don't even know me

a day without your loved ones hurt you can never be perfect. huhh, fuck youu yo you. i cant stand people bugging me when im still sleeping in early in the morning. uhh such a distraction.. i hate how other's mood can effect mine. this is hurt. knowing that you might hurt other's feeling when ya also in hurt. anyways, had makan makan with abah's relatives just now. weird thoo, i usually myself dont get along with anyone down there.

but today everything ws just, opened up. all of em seems, nice and very get-along with. ofcos they started the convers with how old i am, which schl im going too. bla bla same ques they asked years by years. and thre i go, answer em in a very chicky waaay. but today, it all seems so weirdd. damnn it, am so not in the mood right now. whaddup, yteell me. i dont know, all i want is not to get prgnant. muahahaha fuck you all. xx

wait until tomorrow, and i'll be fine

happy birthday dania! well since it is her birthday today, i decided to be nice to her. even tho how annoying she cn be, how irritating she could be. heeh -.- after all, it is her birthday. i mean, ofcourse i dont wnt anybody to ruin my mood on my own birthday. so yeah, later when she get back home im gonna act very nicely as if she's the sweetest sister ever. muagahaha (so not) soo as usual, mama abah gave dania's presents a lil bit early than others. abah gave her a bagg, dont know which brand but sure is ,worth it lah. ohh and a purse! which is also worth it.

to be honest, the bag and the purse is not my type, i dont know why i hve this feeling. jealous, no im not. i know im not. everyday i thought back, why in the hell i hate dania. and surprisingly i dont hve answers to that, (even tho thousands of brags cn be list here but..) cos i dont even hate her. it just.. her.. the diffrences between us. makes me feels so far apart from her. she's so better in anything, well atleast she has a reason to come back home after school. anyways, have a very happy birthday and i dont even wanna hope she read this thing -.- xx